Happiness of the Rain

when everyone is growing while some still stay put.
i'm not those girls you met neither those you seen.
what's made me so special to you, because i don't lie, i don't leave you even at your weakest point of life.
in the past i was holding so much hatred about you, yet you tried so hard to grab hold of me,
but look, what's going on. you never understand.
i want you to do things in a better way.
remember i was once blinded by you but you just don't cherish it.
in your world, you think it the other way round.
you thought that love was a game.
a game that you won't understand me.
i know what you are thinking because i was once like you,
i don't like you to be a beng because i want you to be a better man.
what's so cool about being a beng?
you always say that you ain't one, but you are if you didn't realized.
do you know what's going on between here?
you and i think differently.
i wanted more time for revision but you were just my distraction because you matters.

i don't deserve you, probably others.
i'm gonna this with a full stop because i'm just too tired of quarrels.
and look, I HAVE NEVER CHEAT ON YOU EVER.
touch your heart, am i like those girls you met?
when i club i tell you,
when i'm tired i tell you.
but you think i'm lying.
how hard can this be.