Happiness of the Rain

there were memories that's so unforgettable. the story of ours.
whenever i thought that we were stronger that anything else. i was wrong about my decision.
i know there isn't about who is right and who is not.
thinking back, i wish time will just stop right at the moment where both of us were deeply in love.
i remember the reason i smile was you. it was you.
when everyone doubted you, i choose to stay with you closely without questioning.
you came up with so many reasons when you need me by your side.
do you ever know something? ever since i started working 9am-6pm, i'm really tired, but know what? i always hoping to spend time with you. keeping you close to me, doesn't want you to feel insecure, ya i know i was there when my friends need me. but you were different, i spend most of my time with.
everyone knows i don't stick to my guy. guess something? whenever i ask you along, it's because i wanted to prove that i only want you as my guy. when i'm with you , i make every seconds count because i love you.
i hate it whenever looking at you and smiling to myself like a silly girl.
right now, i'm getting over you. yes, a totally delete of you.
i know i wasn't the right girl for you since the start.
someday, i hope you will recall the promises you made when you asked me to be your gf.
that is why im actually upset about.
i don't wanna cry because of you, i dont wanna look like a fool during work, i don't wanna see my tears flow down my cheeks because of you.over and over again.
this is enough. i guess talks are cheap. your friends are right.
you will be better off without me. & ya, let's be the last post i will be writing about you.

dear friends, for those who are there for me even at this moment (: