Happiness of the Rain

the deepest thought in me right now.
i'm just only 20. i love travelling, getting respect from my parents.
i don't like to be stress, i don't understand.
why is always me the one who gonna take this ?
why are most of my friends going for traveeling and stuffs with besties but i can't?
why is there so much of differences?
i don't want my parents to lay down my path way.
i never take any money when i started in kaplan when i'm working. like wise giving you my money was a compulsory.
days wasn't any better when i'm half studying and working at the same time. okay, i don't know why i'm ranting over here like a ragamuffin kid.
i just wanna be like a normal girl, having fun and enjoying my childhood. i guess this days are only happening when i'm independently staying myself. :D

to god, i pray for my hard work to pay off.
in return, i love you.