this best friend of mine , make me think of all the happy moments . i realise there's so much i have not done yet . reading through B blog makes me laugh , all the funny and stupid things i had said and done . how evil i am . my life have to be precious than anyone else . i'm not going to suffer . once more , i need to stand on my own . i need to protect myself . and thanks B for standing right infront of me telling me im strong ! no one can kill me off . my life ahead me is still long , if i'm gonna be knock down by this obstacles i think i can jolly well die .as i think back , what if i ate another box of panadols , will i get a chance to see all my friends graduate ? will i get to see my mum retire and relax her life ? will i get a chance to take care of my mum ? will i even get a chance to see all my friends getting married ? will i get a chance to go round the world to experience ? will i get a chance to wear all the nice clothes ? will i even get a chance to go around helping people ? will i get a chance to say i love you mummy ?
i'm really stupid ! .
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