Happiness of the Rain

sometimes i thought about it ,
what the thing that i fear most in a relationship ,
the thing i fear the most is losing .

i never know how to be a good girlfriend ,
i wish that one day i would found myself in a good spot .
one day i wont be in singapore ? or maybe in somewhere furthur away from here ?
i just hate to lose .
have i wonder how much i hurt myself more than i hurt someone else?
i know i might be very stubborn , i know i lead people to the wrong way of my life .
all i wish for is a good carreer , nothing else . to me , getting involve in a relationship is no longer important .
just like reading a storybook , i have to read the whole book and knowing what's going on in the story , likewise , in liking a person is to knowing his personlity in and out before stepping into a relationship .

all i want is to study hard and getting a university cert . i cant afford to waste any more time .

there's something i want to let YY (yong) know , i know you are nice to me . i wont want to forget you (:

crying is a crime , just like raining , raining a a kind of beauty too .

i have to accept the way i am , i should feel happy right now , because i have almost everything , i have my parents loving me , i have a good laptop , i have a life .

i want nothing more , just myself . i love all of my friends too (:
don't break all the promises you all had made to me (: love you guys (: