Happiness of the Rain

I thoughtlessly walk wherever my heart takes me
It seems I am looking for those that look similar to you
I’m still standing at the same place
It almost seems like you just tapped my sagging shoulders and hid from my sight
Why are you not there?
can I not see you?
Are my eyes looking too far?
I trusted that I could love again
Still you stay, branded in my heart unmoving.
What do I do?

I’m so frightened that in the places where our memories are deeply embedded .

will there be forever love ?
liying never gets enough ! and i hate liying . she can't decide what she wants !
who is she finding for ?