Happiness of the Rain

202 days without my dog qianqian .
im kinda miss him , i miss the fun we played .
how he welcome me home in the past .

i just couldn't find him .
all i could do is pray hard for his safety (:

what is call friendship anyway , or even buddies ?

to me , basically , buddy is someone there for me .
like understand how i feel . and gossiping all the stuffs together .
no lies , some people just can't stop lying . so as when quarrelling , you will realise how much lies you had made . the difference between buddy and boyfriend is soulmate and lover respectively .
buddy is osmeone you don't make use of them . don't pretend that you are super duper nice when you are with them , but be real . just like me and Buyong buddy , when he needs me im there ,vice versa . i don't lie to my buddy , even im with my friends or whatever . so that's why i call him as a buddy & a soulmate . he's someone who knows what im gonna say next . we always think the same things . Likewise , we will discuss about the fashion . if im gonna say it's ugly and im not gonna wear it and i mean it . but after a serious try out , i will think about it . anyway what i can say is B is a great fashion person who i can share the thoughts of clothes together . at least im good at guy clothes okay ?! and you are good at ladies clothes ! haha .

and boyfriend is a different thing , a lover . someone im gonna to be with forever . someone who give me the trust , faith , care , love , adoration , understanding . in this life time , many women are finding the right ones , but there are a few regretted . i don't believe long lasting relationship anymore . because i know that i couldn't commit to someone that couldn't make me feel blessful .
i knew it's abit nonsense , just like today , i saw my parents had a small fight during work , i cried . kind of stupid yeah !~ haha . but i just hope my parents could be as sweet as ever (:
having guys around you isn't stated you as a flirt , that's show how hot you are (: all girls can be hot , just be yourself (: just a few tips , be someone social , try putting natural make-ups , dress more lady-like but not ah lians kind pls , talk like a lady when you are with your lover .
or even for someone attached , spice up your love life sometimes , by cooking for your love ,doing your fav hobbies tgt , having some heart and heart talks , this works (: hehe

even my buddies , we do have heart to heart talks sometimes (:


are you wondering why have i become so emotional person ?
actually i don't know myself , i came across someone story , i realised how much we had lost our trust and love in this life time .

p.s , i hope wont be writing a long post anymore (: