Happiness of the Rain

there's something i want to ssay to my friend gladys (:

no hard feelings . i just hope people don't feel that im because of freedom and broke up with my boyfriend :D
well . sometimes when you are outsider you would never know what's going btw us .
things doesn't goes well , maybe i can't take his temper ?
and he might not be the type i want ?

sometimes i feel hurt , who knows ?
im not a petty person , if i am i would long ago broke up with him .
this time i choose to leave him is because my feelings wasn't that strong anymore .

i did had a heart to heart talks with him sometimes . well hey guys . you never understand how i feel , really .

if ever i can ever choose again , i will choose to remain friend with him first before i start to have a relationship with him .