Happiness of the Rain

sometimes i really wondering ,
what's on my mind .

am i really so dumb ? why would i choose to be alone .
i really hope everything will be solved !~

what i found out is about trust !~
someone i can't trust actually just around me .

she is just loser . what she wants ?
all of our friends will goes to her ?
a true friend isn't be like this !~

i feel so hurt !~

but hmms . i feel happy too because they never leave me :D thanks buddies (:

i love you all like hell . ya like hell !~

and hey buddies !~
don't make me shy again (:

and thanks a million (: