Happiness of the Rain

i know something .
in fact he doesn't feel like to be with me .

he is so regrets to be back with me in the first place .
this shows how much he don't love me .

well . im the bad ones !
fcuk it . im damn piss off .

i just need time to handle my feelings . i want to be fair to myself .
is it difficult ?
fcuk ~ i hate this feeling of being it !
what the hell la ! !~