Happiness of the Rain

i always want to find my own way home ,
i can make it thru the rain ,
stand up once again on my own (:

everytime i feel afraid , i hope you were there for me .
i want to keep you safe in my heart (:

today was my practical exams :D chemistry was kinda easy and physics was like what the hell ! i forgotten how to do ):

thanks god it was just a prelims . if it is a actual O's level , probably im gonna crazy ~!
well , every one got to stand up on our own when we fall (:

well , yst i was thinking . i guess im lucky enough to have my parents .
why are people always complain about their own parent to others parents?

im satisfied , althought i have no much time with my parents , im not like those kids who has their parent to keep them accompany at night for dinner .
but one thing im sure . my parent always love me (:
sometimes i do feel jealous about my two elder bros . but but but im gald my parent still care and dote on me (:
my dad always gave us the best food , eg , every month we would have twice steamboat tgt at home or outside . i get to eat delicious food everywhere with my parents (:
my mum always share our secrets with us (: she is the one with support us to do things which is right .
and both of them bring us the happy moments :D
thanks god for giving them to me (:
and my 2 brothers . they seems to care for me alot , in the past my eldest bro get me present when im a good girl . but now he has a gf (: but then i still have my second bro . althought he seems to be very noisy at times . but whenever im in trouble . he will be there . they both dotes on me :D

i believe its hard to get your parent trust sometimes . but trust me , they are ensuring your safety . they ain't nag-gy ! just love you .

althought my first guy who let me felt so much has no longer with me ,and thanks for tolerating all my nonsense and im sorry . the 4 yrs was a waste . im not regretting . im just dont want history to repeat .
and now i found a guy who love me so much so i really feel for (:
wilson Zhang

i hope no more regrets . i told myself . im gonna do what i think it is right .
im not stubborn . just that i want to do things i like (: